Nature

I saw her
Looked deeply at her
Specifics
And generalities.
Found her
Big,
Found her
Intricate.
Chaos, please make sense of her;
You, her awesome opposite
Let me not suppose,
Engross her with my tears and sweat.
Let me not impose,
Run her
Empty with regret.
She gave me life,
What I least understand
I tend to grasp its ambiguous
Nature